Escape.

My music taste is far from the mainstream,
i love listening to music, but mostly the lyrics!
finding a song that describes my mood, is hard.
- i got love for melancholic songs. obviously..

Music can sometimes be an escape,
if you need one today, this one is for you.

Snow Patrol - Run

 

 

Take care,

 

M.L.

xx

 

 

 

“Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight,

and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”

                                                      ― Oscar Wilde, The Critic as Artist

xx

 

i have found so much beauty in the darkness,

as i have found a lot of horrors in the light.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

silence.

such silence has an actual sound,

the sound of disappearance..












 

late nights..

i'm always up late at night,

just to enjoy the silence.

the nights seem so healing to me.

no voices, no noises,

i can think without disturbances.

there's only me and myself -

and trust me, that's often more than enough.

i fill the nights with music,

i find myself pain-ting,

i am being creative,

like i once were.

at night i feel a bit like the old me,

there still is,

somewhere,

somehow.

-
 M.L.

 

rip.

- 26.08.2009 - 9.10.2011 -
'I think I'll miss you forever,
like the sun miss the sky,

in the morning sky'




 

 

-summertime sadness, lana del rey

"Heaven is where we are homesick to be."

 

the day i say goodbye to this world,

might as well be the happiest day of my life.

i can't wait to leave all the hurt.

 

and i can't wait to get all

my scars inside of me,healed.

so that i finally can feel pure joy,

with no worries, doubt or defeats.

 

i know i will meet the Lord,

and that he will wrap his arms around me,

so that i will no longer feel pain,

but finally be able to feel the joy of being alive.

 

In heaven,

i will finally could walk around,

and fully enjoy the beauty,

that God has created.

without seeing nor feeling,

the hurt and the damage,

that this world has done.

 

i know that as long as i am in this earthly body,

i will never truly feel peace in this body,

not in this world,

not now, not ever

not until i am at Home with the Lord

.

please take a listen to these words by Jason Roy.

 

 

Heaven is where we are homesick to be,

 

M.L.